Well Sara, here's another humiliating confession. I'm sitting here in front of the computer. I should be doing my taxes, but instead you can guess what I'm doing and have been doing for the last few hours.
There's a large precum spot in the front of my pants and a pile of new pictures of cute guys I just printed.
Last night I started to J/O over some hot guy pics but then got disgusted with myself and tried doing it looking at 2 more hot women from Victoria's Secret I printed out. I was appalled that I had almost no sexual attraction anymore for them. The only sexy thing I saw in them was they both had what could be interpreted as amused sneers on there faces as they looked out of the pictures at me. I then picked up a few guys photos again and felt a swelling of sexual lust again thruout my groin. I jacked some more over the guys but couldn't bring myself to give in to the gay and cum.
Today, hornier still, I spent much of the afternoon browsing and printing full page pics of cute guys. (a full size photo is hotter than a 1/2 or 1/4 page one). Tonight, I know I will give in and cum looking at gay porn despite my mind's attempts at self-preservation of normal heterosexuality.
Per your instructions, I also shaved my crotch. I does feel a bit more sensitive but also it feels humiliating like my cock and balls are now completely exposed.
Sorry I haven't downloaded the gay screensaver yet, but I will after I do my taxes.
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