Thursday, December 28, 2006
I so doubt this is true.
Usually the ones with $$$$ have the smallest dicks, and they have learned to compensate or overcompensate for their lack of manhood by building their fortunes. They obtain positions of power to compensate for their lack of penis size. The Napoleon Complex can be lived out phallically. But in reality, women would reject them for sex otherwise in favor of the well-hung, alpha males.
Why else would my girlfriends and I troll the clubs for black guys, not caring if they have status jobs or money or whiteboy bling? All they need is a big cock. All we want is to do is fuck them.
When you (meaning me and other whitey type girls in S-FLA) meet a black guy at a club, all you want them to do is manhandle you, grind against you on the dance floor, tell you what they want to do to you and then go do it. You only want their first name, you give them your cellie info, and hope they give you theirs, but not always, they don't want a bunch of bitchy horny white girls hounding them for cock. But you don't ask black alphas: So what do you do, what kind of car you drive, you don't try to suss out what kind of money or bling they might have. That kind of shyte doesn't matter.
It's the white guys you have to do your detective work on: job or business? condo w/ocean vu? car(s)? toy(s)? net worth? dick size? fuckability? use-ability?
as in uuuuuse....
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
CONFESSION: I have an inferior white clitty cock and deserved to be punished for not being able to satisfy my wife. My tiny balls cant even shoot any potent sperm so my wife fucks black guys so they can fill her with their superior seed. She punishes my worthlessness by stomping my balls. All women should thank Sara for helping to wipe out the inferior men.
Note from Sara: Pic of one of my friends T. out clubbing it in Miami! Yes, they did hook up later!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
it's just another xmas in southern F-L-A
tis the season to make you turn gay
it wont take nicole n me singing an xmas carol
to make you don your gay apparel
it's time you learned how to smoke some pole
so head on down to the glory hole
balls will jingle against your chin
while the big black yule log slides right in
and don't you dare choke or gag
take it you whipped prancer fag
how much do you crave cocksuckery?
santa left you a Blackzilla dildo under the xmas tree
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Sara is making me go after black cock. She said it is not enough to just jerk off to it or call one of those gay chat lines and try to hook up with a black guy to get off on the phone. I told her: where I live there aren't any bookstores or adult places or escorts due to zoning and other right winger laws. So Sara asked day to day where I see black guys and of course the garbage men popped into mind. So Sara started making me leave stuff at the top of my bin, gay stuff, like pictures torn from gay magazines with post it notes about how gay I am how much I want to suck cock and be a faggot for black. I wake up early every Monday morning to wait for them to come down my street then I peek out the window to see if they noticed. I told Sara I didn't think they did. Perhaps they get used to seeing just about everything in people's trash. But one morning they were laughing and said: here's the faggot's! So Sara said since it's Christmas I have to tape envelopes to the outside of the bins with tip $ in there and say how I would like to show them even more appreciation and to please knock on my door. Since Monday is Christmas, they will come on Tuesday. Tuesday I know I will have to suck them off or do whatever they say. I am nervous, but it is keeping my little dick hard just thinking about it. Thank you Sara.
My confession: When I was in high school, my buddies and I stole a car but we went across state lines with it, not knowing this made it worse for us when we got caught. So I had to do time in juvenile. It was like 'boot camp light'. The part I am getting to is every week, a dude from the big house would come to speak with us, 'Scared Straight' type talks and usually these dudes were big and black or big white dudes with prison muscles and loads of tats. When I got out of 'juvee', all I masturbated to were these fantasies of being taken by a big black dude in prison or more than one in a gang bang. It was this overwhelming fantasy to be forced to suck or take black dick. I still went out with girls and had girlfriends in high school etc, but all I masturbated to was cock. Lately after talking to these harsh chicks on Niteflirt incl. Sara (who isn't so harsh but more coercive) I started posting on websites about looking for black and I've hooked up with black dudes, once in a park I started to get ready to suck this dude, but it was a set up and his friends jumped me and took my wallet, but I didn't have anything in there because I knew better than to go to a blowjob rendezvouz with a bunch of cash and credit cards. One time, I hooked up with a black truckdriver at a truck stop, he said there is a lot of action at truck stops gay and straight. He made me lick out his ass, lick his big black balls. He shot his load all over my face. Then he made me whack it, but every time I got close, he pinched and squeezed my balls so tight, I couldn't cum. He told me that I had little white baby balls and there was no cum in there anyway. Sara makes me whack it onto a toothbrush and brush my teeth with it, then I wake up in the morning with cum breath, I feel so gay.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Dear lovely Sara; I know it's been a while since I talked to you but I feel you should know I about the progress from macho straightman to punk fag. I did burn all my naked ladies mags only to replace them with naked men mags. First I bought Playgirl, but like you said it was not dirty enough. So when I burned Penthouse girl mag I went out and bought Torso. Then burned Gallery and bought Blueboy. Then OUI for Score. Then Cherry for Black Inches and so on. Before when I bought Playgirl mag the cashier girl thought it was for my girlfriend. Now buying a book like Inches she now must think I'm a total fag. I did go to a bookstore last weekend and I did go in a booth. I was hoping a black well hung musclebound guy would walk in, but no one came in. Every cockmaster must be out shopping for xmas. I need a woman like you Sara to make me do the unthinkable. Hope to hear from you my Goddess
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
"Is it true," Ermengarde whispered, as they went through the hall--"is it true that you have a playroom all to yourself?"
"Yes," Sara answered.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
How I wish I could be a contestant on this show. I have supreme gaydar and could suss out the little faggot asap. But my tests would be a little too xxx for Lifetime network. I mean isn't Lifetime the network that my Mom and her friends watch?
The premise is that a pretty girl will have to figure out which of the 3 guys in her episode is either gay, straight & available or straight but taken. If she wins, she gets a vacation with the straight guy. If she loses, the guy she chose gets the vacation instead.
But in my case, the straight guy would have to be well-hung or else the vacation would be a waste of time!
Gay Straight or Taken debuts on January 8th! Check it! Oh and the dude in the photo? G-A-Y!! Sara
Dear A. Dick,
If you are going to dress up and sing "It's Raining Men" on Karaoke Night, then please remember to shave or wax your arms first. It's just not proper for a sissy to have any manly attributes. And please address the treasure trail (wax wax wax), although in this case, calling it a treasure trail is most likely an oxymoron (emphasis on moron).
P.S. Love the pearls....surely this is hanky code!
Monday, December 04, 2006
And yet another entertaining confession from an 'unmanly sissy'
When you told me I should hire a hung latino and suck his huge hairy balls I had to lay down in bed with a sheet over me and wait for my shivering to go away.I did not know that girls knew of such things and the unmanly sissy thoughts that go through a gayguy's head. How did you know that my biggest fantasy is being a fluffer boy at a bachelorette party? It's like you have my number and melt down all my defenses and see right through me. I would also love to wear a cute short cocktail outfit so every time I bend down to serve the drinks the girls would get a very liberal view of my ass in red panties and the idea of me fluffing those hot those hot black and latino malestrippers. Oh my god I think I would faint.You must be giggling at my weak queerboy thoughts right now. So every time I did what you said except I tried to locate a male escort but unfortunately I live too far from the city for them to come out.
As the punishment for not getting an escort, you ordered for me to walk around a mall or someplace where there are alot of giggling girls wearing a t-shirt with a nasty slogan, I made a list of humiliating shirts to choose from. Here's the list so far I found:
COCKSUCKER or I SUCK A MEAN DICK or BIG COCKS ROCK or WOMEN DON'T SUFFER FROM PENIS ENVY. MEN DO or I SWALLOW or WHO DOESN'T LOVE THE COCK or ANAL SLUT or MANWHORE or CUM DUMPSTER. Sara which shirt do you think would give girls the biggest laugh to let them know that their competition is a loser faggot. Should I order a baby doll t-shirt to make me look a more gayish twink? Love. Your faggot
Note from Sara: I made him buy the CUM DUMPSTER baby doll t-shirt
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Here is a naughty confession from one of my little fagboys on Keen/Niteflirt. If you want to email me your dirty confession to post here at my blog, for that added touch of humiliation knowing that cumplete strangers will know your secret, send it to me along with a line that I have your permission to post it. As you can tell when you read about Pinocchio, the incriminating details have been edited out
I finally went to ******. Cafepress never sent me my black camisole, only the thong (they later on 'claimed' I gave them the wrong credit card number) so I bought a whorish dress and panties at a place called romance lingerie on ****** street in ******. The sales girl kept throwing so many sexy outfits inside my dressing room I knew I had to buy something.
At the ******* (a male stripper joint) a sexy guy stripper talked w/ two girls and convinced them to go with me inside the booth, because I said I was scared to go inside the booth alone with him and watch him put on a show. Inside the booth the girls made me put on my slut dress and my panties and made me kiss the guy's smooth ass. But once the guy pulled down his g-string the fun really began. I never thought it would feel so good having a female hand in back of my head ramming my face inside the man's ass.Sara I could not breathe. My nose was stuck inside the crack of the guys and she kept rubbing my face in it really hard. Applying alot of pressure. I did not know girls could be so strong. Sara I felt so damn faggish with my nose stuck inside a guys asshole especially in front of fully dressed girls laughing.When she let me up for air I could see she had a big smile on her face. Laughing triumphantly. She finished me off by rubbing my face back forth against the guy's growing cock.In the end I thanked her for making me into a faggot, because it was my first real forced bi experience.
After that the male stripper talked another girl into the booth with me. I slipped him another ten and the whole thing started all over again. This girl had a domineering look on her face when she rubbed my face up against his beautiful ass. I said to myself oh my god I'm starting to get hooked on this guy's ass I hope I don't lose interest in pussy altogether? What do you think Sara? Do you think I will eventually lose interest in pussy and crave only a man's meat? Afterwards I asked this mean girl while buying her a drink: Did she like forcing a man's face inside another man's ass and making him feel gay? She smiled and shook her head up and down and said "Seriously".Sara how I wish you could of been there because I know you would have really gone to town with me with your no nonsense approach in turning guys into queers. Please let me know what you think of this letter. your twink: 'fagqueen'
By all means you can post my confession on your blog. You can just go by the name I use fagqueen and edit it the way you want. I also forgot to tell you a little more about the second girl (the mean one). I went into the booth with at the male strip club. She took the cherry out of her drink and told the stripper to bend way down and spread his sexy cheeks so she could place the cherry right smack in his asshole and told me to lick it out with my tonque. Sara I never felt so gayed in my life. It was harder to do then I thought.I heard a girl say to her boy stripper across from us in another booth "how low can a guy get?" Later at the bar the same girl told me to talk like Forrest Gump and had me say over and over again "Life is just an asshole full of cherries" But I of course felt like the asshole and hope to save my cherry for a girl like you Sara!
The next day to prove to myself how faggy I have become I bought a realistic squirting cock at an adult store. The young girl who talked me into buying the cock that spits explained to me how it worked. She also said if you don't like using condensed milk and egg whites for cum, you can use and enjoy the taste of your own sperm. After I paid her and thanked her up and down she did not care if I overheard her say to her friend (as i was walking out the door) "Boy. Some guys you can sell anything to." Her girlfriend replied "Yeah. Like a BIG GAY COCK." They both cuckled as they gave each other the high five. Sara for the five minutes as I walked down the street, l felt so gayed and stupid but turned on from what I just heard and bought. I thought about how those pretty girls' boyfriends would have them to look forward to and sleep with tonight and laugh about how I would be sleeping with a big rubber cock instead of having pussy. Of course of what happen the night before was ingrained in my mind. You are getting me hooked!
Happy thanksgiving Sara; Hope you had a good one. On my turkey day I watched the Disney cartoon "PINOCCHIO" because sissyboys don't watch anything much heavier than that. When I went to bed I guess because I must have overeaten because I had a nightmare or should I say a gaymare. I dreamt that I was back in ****** at that Male strip club. In the booth when that girl rammed my face into the guy's hot ass. She asked me "Am I enjoying having my nose stuck up a man's ass?" I said no and all of a sudden my nose grew another few inches longer. Now I do have a long nose that can neatly fit inside a man's asshole but this was re-dick-ulous.She asked again "Are you sure you don't love your nose being stuck up there sissy?" I said no again. Just like Pinocchio my nose grew another couple of inches inside the guys ass because I lied..She let go of her hand behind my head and "okay then pull your nose out then gayboy". But I could not pull my nose out no matter how much I tried. For a half hour I desperately tried pulling my ass-stuck nose out of the man's ass to no avail. The Male stripper said "Pardon me but MY time is up .I must now go home." It was so damn humiliating walking on all fours down the streets of ****** with my nose hopelessly stuck inside the guy's ass. A parade of girls who had already left the club saw me in this position and a roar of laughter came.The girls were taunting me. One girls shouted while waiting for a bus "Thats what you get for sticking your nose inside somebody else's business." A group of cheerleaders kept chanting"Brown nose. Brown nose.The longer it is the further it goes."
I suddenly woke up in a cold sweat and felt relief saying to myself "Wooden boys don't become fags silly." Sara I wish I was in your arms so you could wipe the tears from my eyes and tell that I was only having a fagmare and there are no gay puppets even though I would not mind being your puppet on a string.
What do you think of my dream Sara and do you really think I should take that girl's advice who worked at the adult store to drink my own cum from the realistic squirting cock instead of using egg whites Etc. But what if I become addicted to eating my own cum Sara? I thank so much for taking the time in answering all my letters. your twink: 'fagqueen'
Friday, November 17, 2006
As soon as Heidi Fleiss opens her new biz in Nevada that is.... The notorious Madame will be launching her new xxxervice sometime next year, but the twist is, the service will focus on female clientele and will feature male studs -- including celebrity cocks. Of course I should send my Keen and Niteflirt sword swallowers and sissies to Heidi's Ho-cienda to take massive cock punishments. Mike Tyson is big and mean and will turn all your little faggot asses into quivering pussies. He's also broke and needs the $$$. I wonder how much his stud fee will be?
I hope Heidi also gets together a hot menu of other massive black cocks such as Lex the Impaler, Blackzilla, Mr. Marcus, Sean Michaels. Who knows, me and Nicole wouldn't mind trying out some monster cocks for a naughty weekend.
http://www.heidifleiss.com Click on STUD FARM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
By popular request from many of my admirers on Keen/Niteflirt, I have set up a place for you to read more about me, my life dilemmas and dramas, and of course, all about my little pets, slaves, gayboys, weedicks, ad nauseum.
I will keep this first post short, so I can work on setting up other aspects of my blog.