Another Gay Success Story:
I am a 49 year old WM...living with a gal for the past 10 years, have no sex life with her at all. My situation is this - I have always felt bi, and have acted on it over the years, but always had a girlfriend and and an active hetero sex life. Up until recently- where I came across Niteflirt and Mistress Sara. She has a phone sex listing saying "Sara makes you go GAY" - I listened to it a bunch of times and I think she is doing it to me.
Over time, is has now come to the point where I have no Female porn at all, I think about hard cocks all the time. I dream about them. It is the only way I can cum, looking at gay porn. I bought this DVD of a man and a woman both blowing a man. The woman is "Making him do it" - thereby not the responsibility for the cock sucking. Like he / I am off the hook, you might say.
I am puzzled by this change in me. Sometimes just the porn is enough, other times, the drive is so great I go cruising a park in the DC area. LolliPop Park. I sit in my car, summon my strength and go for a walk. Every guy is there for the same reason. Some look nervous, some calm - most either rubbing their cocks or showing hard.
The last few times, nothing - could not find the right situation. Last time I did was good. I walked down by the river and this guy was standing there, rubbing his cock. I started to rub mine and he came over and said, "lets do this thing".
I fell to my knees as he unzipped his jeans. Out came his cock, getting harder, the head with a little precum staring me in the face. At that moment I began to thing how sad my life had become...my very existence was to suck this cock, a total stranger, in the woods. I was a faggot cocksucker. I opened wide, greeted his hard penis with my wet tongue and began to suck. It was a big dick too. He pumped my face for a good 10 minutes, grabbed the back of my head, tensed up and grunted out a load of cum into my mouth and down my throat. It was surreal. I was shaking, choking a little. He zipped up, said thanks and was gone.
Now, so long as I have not blown my load, I stay in this "I want to suck cock" mode. I am not attracted to men at all, just hard cocks. My dream would be to find a woman that would require me to suck cock...force me. She would have to enjoy that....'
I will continue this blog...It is shameful to post, but this is my reality. NiteFlirt in general and Sara in particular have taken me to a new level. What is next for me....Sara has made me a cocksucker - she is soo hot!
More later. I think I need another trip to Lollipop Park....for some meat. Thanks for reading.
Note: Click on blog post title for link to my newest cocksucker's blog! Sara
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